A little over a week ago i started a bad binge of alcohol, self torture and more. Many of the readers of my blog have been reading about my relationship with Derek and many of you have seen the 2 of us in person.  As everyone says ‘all good things must end’.  It ended.  I […]

Back Together
Been stuck in the middle of a
Vendetta between
Me and myself
I sure could use a witness
But I just ain’t found one yet
I sent a message in a bottle
Took another swallow
I heard it didn’t get there
I heard that it had missed ya
Well, this is what it said
Too little things they go my way
I’m back together again
I’m […]

Would have given up my life for you
Guess it’s true what they say about love
It’s blind
You lied straight to my face
Looking in my eyes
And I believed you ’cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize
You didn’t say you’re sorry
I don’t understand
You don’t care that you hurt me
And now I’m half […]

you come not to love by finding the perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
 I love.. i loved and i lost.
Everything happens for a reason, blah blah. thank you to everyone trying to help me. thank you. it means a lot.
I need to do what i need to do. nobody can […]

In the last 2 weeks alone I have been talking with a few people that i got to meet at ASE. It is pretty interesting when you compare Black Hat to White Hat SEO and listen to the different opinions that people have.
From my experience, I have not ever had any major success in […]