you come not to love by finding the perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
 I love.. i loved and i lost.
Everything happens for a reason, blah blah. thank you to everyone trying to help me. thank you. it means a lot.
I need to do what i need to do. nobody can […]

Reborn and shivering
Settled on new terrain
Unsure inconsolable
It’s faint and shaking out
Day one, day one
Start over again
Step one, step one
I’m barely making sense
For now I’m faking it
Till I’m pseudo-making it
From scratch, begin again
But this time I as I and not as we
Gun shy and shivering
Tear it without your hand
Flame brave but still intent
Little and hardly here
Day […]

Today is just one of them days that remind me of when i was in high school and hated everyone.  All i have to say is i just dont get it.  How can i forgive but not be forgiven. How can you love and not forgive. How?
The only thing keeping me functioning is working and my […]