This morning Derek and i left for Miami. We got up at 5 am after a LONG day of shopping and cleaning but mostly cleaning.
We are heading to Affiliate Summit East and i am so excited. The convention does not start until Monday but we decided to come down early to enjoy the sun, beach and meet up early with some fellow affiliate friends. Cant freeking wait.
We are in the air right now, probably somewhere over New Jersey. At the airport this morning, i almost had a panic attack because they could not find my reservation.. Always something isn’t it? I swear, every time that i fly they mess up something on me. Luckily this time they did not rip apart my luggage and question me about everything in it. The last time i flew, there was a penis pump and 200 condoms with lube (that my friends put in there as a joke before we left for the airport) and i tell ya.. it was not fun watching 3 security guards rip apart my luggage with gloves and tongs while my friends laughed and i have never been so embarrassed in my life. Looking back i can see the humor but it was not funny at the time.
We are going to our layover in Atlanta where i am praying that they have wifi so i can get an hours worth of work done. Then we fly to Ft Lauderdale and then commute to our our Hotel, Hyatt Regency for 2 nights, then we are staying at the intercontinental for the convention and then some real hot hotel in Ft Lauderdale on our last day.
So back to the cleaning. We threw away so much junk from the house last night and it is a relief to get it taken care of. Derek is moving in with us when we get back from the trip. He already changed over his address and moved most of his valuable things in.. when we get back we will get the rest. People are asking me if i am crazy.. but i have never been so sure of anything in my life. I have looked for years and years wondering what love really is all about.. I have loved many people and i still do but Derek defines love through my eyes. We have our tiffs and bitchy arguments and we yell and disagree, but thats all part of it. Like i said, i have never been so sure of anything in my life and i am completely in love with him and i LOVE it.
So i am ready for an amazing week in FL, but i am sick to my stomach at the thought of leaving legend behind, and Ami. The 2 living beings that i am most protective over in my life and also 2 of the beings i love most in my life. It comes with my territory, i am protective, overbearing, needy, controlling (in some sense).. but i love unconditionally like no other.
I am looking forward to meeting some of you in Miami, and looking forward to seeing my friends when i get home. Love you guys!
No worries kiddo. Legend and I are just fine. He took a trip w/ me to pick up my brother.He had a good time. I hope you have a good time and you be safe! Sorry you had a pooey time getting down. But let it go, enjoy your time and the weather. GET A TAN! hehe j/k Miss you!