It has been a long time since I have been able to devote my money and savings to music. I used to have my own recording studio set up in my house but i never used it. I spent probably close to 7 thousand dollars on it back in 2002 and then i sold it because my music only comes when it is inspired. Ideas flow from my mind and all of my songs are written in less than 5 minutes.
This morning i wrote my new song called Firefly. Tomorrow I am going in to record a couple of songs actually. Just a few acoustic versions. As for firefly, i would like it to remain acoustic for now because i have some piano ideas for it. I am going to hopefully be sampling it to a Chopin tune, but not just yet. Acoustic for now. I’m not going to post any of the words yes as I do not like to until i have time to make edits to it, especially the ones that mean a lot to me. I have a feeling this session will cost a lot of money and pread out to more sessions. We will see. Here are the words to one that i am especially excited to bring to ‘my’ life.
[Verse]
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back
[Bridge]
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye
[Verse]
God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you’re going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth
[Bridge]
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
And you told me how you’re feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
[Breakdown]
I’ve been here before
One day I’ll wake up
And it won’t hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don’t have a meaning
Cause..
[Bridge]
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you and I…
And so this is goodbye
[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you,
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you’re feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye
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