Sep 20 2007

Simple Together

Youve been my golden best friend
Now with post-demise at hand
Cant go to you for consolation
Cause were off limits during this transition

This grief overwhelms me
It burns in my stomach
And I cant stop bumping into things

I thought wed be simple together
I thought wed be happy together
Thought wed be limitless together
I thought wed be precious together
But I was sadly mistaken

Youve been my soulmate and mentor
I remembered you the moment I met you
With you I knew gods face was handsome
With you I suffered an expansion

This loss is numbing me
It pierces my chest
And I cant stop dropping everything

I thought wed be sexy together
Thought wed be evolving together
I thought wed have children together
I thought wed be family together
But I was sadly mistaken

If I had a bill for all the philosophies I shared
If I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented
If I had a dime for every hand thrown up in the air
My wealth would render this no less severe

I thought wed be genius together
I thought wed be healing together
I thought wed be growing together
Thought wed be adventurous together
But I was sadly mistaken

Thought wed be exploring together
Thought wed be inspired together
I thought wed be flying together
Thought wed be on fire together
But I was sadly mistaken

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Sep 17 2007

Money Summer Music Men

The summer is over and i can open my windows at night when i sleep.  Its pretty awesome to be able to sleep with a nice breeze coming into the house.  Justin went home few days ago and Ami and I are going to clean the apartment from top to bottom sometime this week.   I already started today by cleaning out my journal (its a journal i use to jot down notes for my affiliate marketing information).  When I was cleaning it, i found flight numbers, hotel reservation codes and it got me to thinking of how good its going to feel when i get the tattoo removed from my back either this week or next. I cant wait, a clean start is always vindicating when you have gotten slandered and smashed to pieces.

So as i wrote in the last post about the recording session, it rocked. I have to thank my friend Shawn Collins for getting me some AWESOME exposure to the acoustic’s i did for fun.  My bandwidth went through the roof because he used his powers of marketing, his blog and his newsletter to get me hooked up.  The song Firefly was in my dream last night.  I can hear it and I am both scared and excited for when it will be done, who knows.  When i first thought about it I thought it would be such a waste of money to spend on a song that was inspired by somebody with whom i have such contempt, but its always my closure.  Already I feel the closure and the song is not done so i guess it will be worth every penny i spend on it it means i will be cleansed from the stigma of the badLY ensuing waste of my valuable time, love, life and energy.

Here is the post from yesterday for those who want to listen to the music.  I am going to make a music page at the top but i want to keep the link active for now until i finish the page.  To check out the new recordings, click HERE .  I will also post the video for one of the other songs when I have it edited tomorrow.

To close my post, i am going to post the ‘tentative’ lyrics to firefly.  They may be changed up a little bit due to the fact that the song is being entirely composed in piano and we are also using a sample that will make the funk of the song a little different, but for now.. Here are the lyrics and a nice photo from last weekend.  Happy end of the summer everyone!

Firefly

firefly you changed my life
changed my mind and took my time
opened me up to be hurt by you
challenged me made me bleed tattooed yourself onto me

firefly i caught your lie
said goodbye and told my side
opened me up to pity you
laughed at you which made me see, you’ll never be who i will be

Chorus
you turned out the light
i hope you sleep well at night
when you shiver in the cold
remember what you had to hold
goodbye my firefly

firefly you stole from me
faked on me and made me see
closed me up to love again
lose my friends, lose my mind but now i know I’m one of a kind

firefly i caught your bluff
i never truly was enough
let me inside of you to sex you up
roughed me up, toughened me up, now I see that you’re so weak

Chorus
you turned out the light
i hope you sleep well at night
when you shiver in the cold
remember what you had to hold
goodbye my firefly

 

Here’s a cute pic of me and Patrick, i will miss that pool, oh well! there will always be next summer and the trip to Nassau Bahamas we are taking this winter, god i cannot wait

Aden Patrick In Pool

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Sep 14 2007

New Material

All inpired from amazing people, love, friends and artists…  Giving these ones out for free as they are acoustic versions.  I am not posting the demo for FireFly yet but let me say.  holy FUCK its going to be my best song yet.  My producer is a god, unreal!  files below :) Right click and hit save target as to sent to your computer :)     PLEASE NOTE the harder to breathe song that DID skip has been repaired, so please redownload it, AND please listen to BACK TOGETHER first, it ROCKS

Aden Mott – When Your Gone

Aden Mott – Harder To Breathe Acoustic

Aden Mott – Back Together

Back Together Music Video From The Recording Session

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Sep 12 2007

Music and Money – No Object

It has been a long time since I have been able to devote my money and savings to music.  I used to have my own recording studio set up in my house but i never used it.  I spent probably close to 7 thousand dollars on it back in 2002 and then i sold it because my music only comes when it is inspired.  Ideas flow from my mind and all of my songs are written in less than 5 minutes. 

This morning i wrote my new song called Firefly.  Tomorrow I am going in to record a couple of songs actually. Just a few acoustic versions.  As for firefly, i would like it to remain acoustic for now because i have some piano ideas for it.  I am going to hopefully be sampling it to a Chopin tune, but not just yet. Acoustic for now. I’m not going to post any of the words yes as I do not like to until i have time to make edits to it, especially the ones that mean a lot to me. I have a feeling this session will cost a lot of money and pread out to more sessions. We will see. Here are the words to one that i am especially excited to bring to ‘my’ life.

[Verse]
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you’re going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
And you told me how you’re feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I’ve been here before
One day I’ll wake up
And it won’t hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don’t have a meaning
Cause..

[Bridge]
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you and I…
And so this is goodbye

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you,
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you’re feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye

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Sep 10 2007

Britney Spears – Gimme More VMA 2007

I had to post it because I think that if they are calling this a comeback for her, then its a shame.  She gets rich and makes money from everything that she does. She always will but in my opinion, money aside, she is out of her mind. I think she needs to have another child, or get married to a gay guy or something fun like that.

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