Painfully Beautiful

Last night was cool.  First mistake was drinking wine while recording.. my vocals were shot from a long exhausting weekend and i will be going back next week to do the final take.. i hope. The vocals in the video are just ‘test’ vocals so we have something more for the song and i sound like shit.. when this is mixed and mastered, it will be rocking! haha

As for the music, Joe is AMAZING, we added violin and piano and so much more. I cannot wait until this song is done so i can move on to the next song i am writing about an inspirational moment. The song is called Painfully Beautiful.

I don’t know where my path is going or where my summer will bring me but i got some renewed faith in everything that i stand for, want and need.

Check out last nights session… and i know my vocals suck, i’m sorry. But wait for the final product … ALSO, if anyone wants to hear the WHOLE DEMO audio mix from last night, email me for it, or IM me, i am not going to upload it,,, but it sounds pretty freakin awesome already!  Here is an mp3 CLIP.. Hope you like it Punching Bag Demo Clip   VIDEO AND LYRICS BELOW

PUNCHING BAG

suddenly your not a part of me

your the one who broke the bond

you’ll be fine you keep tellin me

looking back as your moving on

do you want my grief?  will you punish me?

should i make you black and blue too?

CHORUS

i berated you and hated you, i never underestimated you

your loveless blood is giving me life

now I’m broken down from breaking you

erasing what was beautiful

blacker than a starless night

YOUR losing paradise

Verse 2

tell the world all you want to

that you lied just to get inside

say you were blind and told what to do

those were fake tears that hit my eyes

dare say I’m beautiful.. dare say I’m wonderful

you never ever really loved me

BRIDGE

your telling me your my punching bag

when your playing poor me

if it hurts to hear this painful song

then I’m happy to be sorry